Once you’ve made someone your life……….it’s hard to continue living it without them there
Just gimme a hand full of pills and a room full of sad music
Room dark as shit and the flow of the song too sick
And let me lay there and drain my pain away
Eyes closed I don’t wanna face another day
Veins carrying around the drugs at a toxic level
God plz remember me I don’t wanna see the devil
My heart start to drop to a real slow pace
Color start to drain out of my red face
Body heat quickly drops to a temperature so cold
All the things I wanted to say i know I should have told
But now they die with me in this darkened room
I let all my sadness go with all my gloom
I’m tired of hurting people on this earth
I’m tired of hurting you cuz I couldn’t give birth
I’m leaving before I cause anyone anymore pain
I’m gonna wash away on the day that it rains
And I know you won’t cry for me like I want you to
That still won’t stop me from saying I love you
